days 87-91 - threnodia afterlife // 10 August 2014
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12:30 PM |
fow was so so boring, mainly talks and a few games here and there - well it was supposed to be an 'academic' camp anw. but i honestly think this camp made me think that i prob can't blend into the 'pharmily' that well ._. i was in the purple og again - PALES! (peh-lis) it was quite awkward at first cos my fow ogl is my sp's foc ogl and the other day (refer to day 81's post) i went to join their foc og during rag T-T and she was there. then she kept asking me why i was with him on that day and said what 'htht' later, im like huh? okay... [omg can't believe she actl recognised me but uh... dots] and afterwards she asked me (in front of a half asleep og) what's my relationship with him LOL. i just awkwardly replied 'uhh frens? o.o' lalala then we just left it at that we had a funny cheer by rachel! (whom i found out was sq's pri sch fren) pales pales pales pales BUCKET! apparently pales is supposed to be some nerdy og thing, with our cheers abt being smart, wise and getting CAP 5.0 HAHA. -day one and two tbc- DAY ONE free ride from sp to fos! was abit late but i think he was later than me ~ and he was eating his breakfast while driving LOL. his dad was on the car too and it was kinda awkward silence all the way but yeah, i'm too tired to care. started off with station games (with wet games!) DAY TWO DAY THREE FLAG day! our og went to somerset mrt to beg for money! (omg i still rmb how sp said that flag day is a compulsory thing where they make you hold tins and beg for money HAHA) the entire orchard road was full of nus beggars i swear LOL. from eusoff hall to law and med, lmao the whole road was so saturated ide. which is quite dumb why they have to make everyone beg for money on the same day and not let diff grps of ppl beg for money on diff days. tsk, improper usage of manpower seriously. we split into diff grps so i was with huiting and joyce and rachel almost the whole time! went to kino at taka and while joyce went to the toilet, me and rach had some time to ourselves and we were randomly talking abt diff things (i kinda realised that i can get along with her after all, even though i thought i couldn't at the start because she really has that 'i'm-too-smart-for-you' look :p) went to coldstone creamery for the very first time! tried the cheesecake fantasy combi which was so good! (it was like cheesecake icecream with blueberries and raspberries) but still, i prefer haagen daaz's macadamia nut HOHO. and rachel (who worked there) is dam good at catching icecream! and i think she had staff disc (not so sure abt that :p) DAY FOUR more talks again... then we had our finale game! it was like a mini hvz, where we had pegs on our back, just that the boundary is fos, which involved a lot of stairs-climbing. diff ogs were targeted every 10min, and you can only kill those who are targeted. it lasted for 3h T-T best strategy was to hide before it was your turn to be killed, and once that round is over, go all around to kill other peepo! supposedly, the winning og is the one with the most survivors. however, there was another round, where the governor (neville) has a peg on his back, and the survivors need to pull the peg off him. but he has two bodyguards who can pull off the peg on your back, and they're 'invincible'. they had live feed to show 'the ghosts' in the lt where they were, so that they can comm to the survivors on their location. theia (the green og) won eventually. afterwhich, officially break camp! DAY FIVE RAG day! floaters were supposed to meet at utown at 0630 while the rest can sleep in till 1030 ._. feeling dam sian cos i wanted to go home so badly (feeling sticky, gross and dirty D:) and we were totally not doing anything at all, besides moving the floats from one rectangle to another. the other fac's / hall's floats were all so dam pretty x.x stunning. then i cannot help but think how cui our floats are hahaha. but i think overall the perf was still pretty good (we got silver! :)) i kinda like the mario concept anw haha. met piao, rasmine and sq! walked around the booths trying to spend the $10 coupons i bought. eventually bought some disgusting popsicles from the pharm booth, went to the photo booth to take photos and sq and piao bought the rag shirt! wanted to buy too, but there was only size M :( after fow, even though i've made some friends - like joyce and huiting whom i kept sticking to during camp, but i think joyce has that 'cool hc girl' feel while huiting is too innocent for me. idk, i don't really think they are the ppl i want to be close with. sighs, haven't really found anyone who can go crazy with me yettt :( (maybe sp hahaha, but then again, idk) there are so many pharm ppl who are med/dentistry rej. I REALLY CANNOT. they say that alot of ppl transfer out after the first yr and even the first sem because they don't have a passion strong enough to stay on. which makes me wonder whether i'll be one of them (though highly impossible because i won't know where to go), or otherwise the ppl around me will leave pharm (i have an ogm who transferred to biz like during fow HAHA but acc to sp he's a med rej who thinks he should had gotten into med, and from the way he said it i guess he doesn't really like him either :p) okay then he was quite proud of how empty his timetable is and that he has tue and fri free (like he doesn't have lessons at all) then you see other ppl being envious and all, i'm just like... do these ppl even have the heart for pharm. too many ppl are just so superficial, looking at things on the surface it's so dam annoying. kinda sick of seeing how ppl choose pharm as a second (or even third) choice, just because they want to enter the healthcare industry at all costs, or they wan to go to duke-nus for another 4 yrs of hell, to be a pathetic mo, being looked down at the age of 27 or 29, when other ppl are alr starting to earn money to repay their study loans. do they even know how it is like to be a doctor, the number of hours you have to work overtime (like when you're on call), the huge responsibility you have towards your patients. honestly, more than half of the people who want to be a doctor don't even make the cut. they're just trying because society influences them to. the past few days - slacking at home again :o SCHOOL'S STARTING TMR T-T need to print so many things supposed to go to siddiq's house later for some og bonding but... idk i feel so lazy now T-T |
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