day 123 - drained // 12 September 2014
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11:18 PM |
i'm currently so tired and so stoned that i decided to just chiong all the stuff i have to do tmr. this sucks so badly, idk whether it's just me or what. i'm feeling so tired and my energy is being completely drained, sleeping for the half of lectures. sighs i feel so unmotivated these few days, prob after the first week of sch onwards :\ it's like my life now: socialising, studying, stoning, going out. i kinda lost the will to keep going D: maybe it's cause i haven't been doodling or drawing much :( i need quotes to continue striving sighhhh. my life is becoming mundane (even if it becomes hapz it will eventually turn into a hapz kind of mundane). i can't live with mundane-ness, i need some 'woah' in my life or i'll get dam sian :( i need to have more pretty things around meeee speaking of which, i finally found out that my ec is in life sci like ytd HAHA. so much fate to actl meet him again at sci (i kinda thot he was from fass/biz, abit disappointed :() hehe maybe i shld go make frens w him during the next ss tutorial bahaha. i like guys who are unpopz but cute HEHE. it has been the last sch day of wk 5 alr :((( recess week is coming after next and i'm so unprepared for everything. omg everytime i go out / slack off i imagine ppl in pharm mugging their lives off at home / sch and i'm just like screw them and screw me. seriously, it's because of this kind of 'spoil market' ppl that's why others (like me) have to suffer so FRIGGING much. fk you all. hahaha i think i've been quite angsty (prob due to fatigue) these days i reach home and crash for 1-2h and feel so groggy and annoyed D: but you know what you shld never frown you'll get ugly eyebrows - Lingli's theory. joochiat outing w joann and lingz on sunday! excites. i'm still waiting for my s4 to be in stock wth. my iphone is really dying. there're so many things i wanna do now with my life but either laziness or grogginess is killing my soul. oh yes, i wanna bake soon :> prob cheesecakes ^~^ |
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